My thoughts

After the incident that night, you left me with so much thoughts.
I couldn't believe you actually made it sounds hilarious. Well I didn't think it was funny.
If you were overwhelmed with sheer boredom, please save your effort to do more beneficial things, instead of letting down the enthusiastic me.
I hope you do repent after your thoughtless act. Sadly you don't. To be honest, that's a huge dismay to me.
You may say I'm a little too sensitive or not fun, please think that how if you were treated likewise. Perhaps you could not suppress your anger well like I could.

Sometimes, I think people are just enjoying the benefits. They made it sound like we, yes WE can do things/enjoy together. Frankly, it's them who want it, not me. Why WE?! I am always the one giving in. What had I done to deserve all these things. I don't have temper does that mean I can be 'utilised'?

I don't have much mediums left to express my thought. I had to conceal this blog. There's another one medium and only someone reads it. That consoles a little when I was asked what had happened :)

A part of me is hoping that day to approach fast. I guess it's gonna be a thrilling encounter. Being friends does not harm :D